24th August 2012.

I honestly don't know how much i'm worth. Literally!

Of all days, you're just busy the entire day yesterday, so busy you didn't went in Facebook . Of all days ? !

Okay, so say it's true you were really busy, and that's the respond you give ? A 'Like' and that's it ? You used to write something back or would post back on my wall but yeah you just liked it and ask why i posted it and then poof, end of story .

Amazing .

What do we do these days ? You work, i work, we come home, you watch TV and play your iTouch, talk a little and we go to bed . On occasions when you wanted it, we have sex .

I put in effort to make things better but nothing works . I club lesser, drink lesser and what do i get ? You drinking AND driving and sending colleagues home . I felt friends were treated way better than me you know . And on worse days, i felt like im an extra item hogging space in the house .

Yeah i know i failed as a wife, i can't get the place clean, i always mess things up, i complain about chores not done to perfection, i sleep late, im fussy about food and god i have absolutely no idea what you're troubled about .

But im trying to make it work ! ! And all i get is response that seemed to be forced .

Yeah i like to compare . I always check your phone to see how you reply your friends and how you reply me . And the friends always gets the joke, the cheerful replies, the smileys and the prompt replies . And mine . . . it's right there in your phone, and you should know how our conversation looks like .

You have no idea how often your response hurt me, and to think i will still die for you if i have to . I have no idea what im turning into .